Sunday, October 25, 2009

Save Me

Dear Jesus,

Save me.

I used to believe all that I was taught about you. But now I question them. Unrelentingly. They haunt me, even in my sleep.

Jesus, are you real? I mean, are you God? You probably walked the earth and preached all the wonderful things they said you said, but are you really God?

I am publishing this blog as I quest to answer my questions and resolve my doubts, hoping that people out there know the answer. I want people of the same ramblings to share their own doubts, their own fears.

Because frankly Jesus, I am now starting to believe you are no God. I am beginning to doubt if there is a God at all.

So if you are there Jesus, and I know you will find me – after all you are all knowing – I implore you, give me the wisdom to know you.

I want to be unburdened of my doubts. Or be free.

Save me.

DT